Everyone has their demons. And everyone has their angels. There are some that say that when our forefather Jacob wrestled with “beings divine and human” he struggled with his estranged brother Esau. Other suggest he wrestled with Esau’s protecting angel. Long before this mysterious encounter, Jacob stole the birthright from Esau. At his mother Rebekah’s suggestion, he tricked his father Isaac and took the first-born blessing for himself. Esau then threatened to kill him. Jacob runs. He has been running for some time. Afraid about the next day’s meeting with his brother he sends his family across the river and instructs his servants to bring gifts to Esau. “And Jacob was left alone.” He is alone with his thoughts. Should I have lied to my father? Why did I trick Esau out of his rightful inheritance? Regret fills the solitude. It feeds the loneliness. “A being wrestled with him until the break of dawn.” Jacob is unable to wrest free from his demons. The being wrenches hi
"From the place where we are right flowers will never grow in the spring." Yehuda Amichai