Make the Routine New Again

The editors of the Mishkan T’filah Shabbat prayerbook offer this Lea Goldberg poem on the page facing the tradition’s Chatzi Kaddish.

Teach my lips, a blessing, a hymn of praise,
as each morning and night
You renew Your days,
lest my day be today as the one before;
lest routine set my ways.

Lea Goldberg was one of Israel’s foremost and most beloved poets. “Lamdeini” is among her most well-known poems. It speaks of finding renewal in blessings and songs. It bemoans routinization.

Too often our tradition’s words become habitual. We recite them without thinking about their meaning. We sing them without contemplating their intention. We rush through our prayers, grabbing hold of the familiar landmarks of Barechu, Shema, Mi Chamocha and Shalom Rav. We slow down as we approach the familiar Mourner’s Kaddish.

Every Friday evening the order remains the same. This is the meaning of the Hebrew word for prayerbook, Siddur. It shares the same root as “Seder.” The words suggest it is all about the order. We begin and end our Shabbat prayers with the same formulaic words.

I have often found it curious that Goldberg’s poem lamenting routine stands opposite the Chatzi Kaddish’s words. How can we say the same words every week without making them routine? Isn’t this routine part of the prayer service’s very meaning? We would feel adrift if there was no Shema or Kaddish. We would feel lost if we did not conclude with Adon Olam. These prayers anchor our week. We enter the sanctuary searching for the familiar.

So why highlight this contrast between the Chatzi Kaddish and Goldberg’s Lamdeini? How can we realize Goldberg’s vision and make these familiar prayers new every Friday evening? How can routine offer renewal? This is the prayerbook’s dilemma. We are wedded to the tradition and its words but instructed to make them new.

The Torah affirms, “This day the Lord your God commands you.” (Deuteronomy 26). The medieval commentator, Rashi adds: “This suggests each day God’s commandments should be to you as something new (in other words, not antiquated and something of which you have become tired), as though you had received the commands that very day for the first time.”

This is our task: to make the old new again, to feel as if each recitation of every prayer is the first time we are offering it. Lest routine set our ways!

Every morning is a new day.

But only if we truly make it so.